I'm thinking of the past, the future and the rest, I know I have to let it go.
But every single time I look you in the eye, it all comes back to me and so,
I think I must be loosing it
why else would I be doing this?
my body mind and soul are all a mess
but something deep inside won't give up all those lies I'm telling to myself although -
I know
that it shows
in my green-brown eyes
I know
that it shows
but keep on telling
same damn lies
Days are passing by, one day I'n gonna die, so maybe I should try my best..
but no matter what I do, I'm always kind of blue and it won't give my mind a rest
I so afraid of losing so I'm always trying to prove to everyone and anyone I'm any good
but when I'm all alone
my confidence is gone
once again it feels so wrong..
I know
that it shows
in my green-brown eyes
I know
that it shows
but keep on telling
same damn lies
credits
from Live in Livingrooms (home) tour,
released January 17, 2013
Lyrics, music, vocals & piano: Lily Fay
Recorded at Sonic studios Tel Aviv
Mix by Amotz Nachmany
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