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Lies
04:05
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Lies / Lily Fay
I'm thinking of the past
the future & the rest
I know I have to let it go
But every single time
I look you in the eye
it all comes back to me and so
I think I must be loosing it
why else would I be doing this?
my body, mind & soul are all a mess
But something deep inside
won't give up all the lies
I'm telling to myself although
Chorus
I know
that it shows in my green-brown eyes
I know
that it shows
but I keep on telling same damn lies
Days are passing by
one day I'm gonna die
so maybe I should try my best..?
But no matter what I do
I'm always kind of blue
and it won't give my mind a rest
I'm so afraid of losing
so I'm always trying to prove
to everyone and anyone I'm any good
But when I'm all alone
my confidence is gone
once again it feels so wrong
Chorus...
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2. |
Amy & John
04:03
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Amy & John / Lily Fay
Amy and John were lovers
Even before they ever met
Amy and John were lovers
Shared the same dream, got caught on the way
The first time they met
Was behind the old oak tree
They sat on the bench
The air was dry and summery
The streetlights sparkled all around
But they never saw each other – because it was dark
Amy and John were lovers…….
He always called her from a pay-phone down the street
She promised to cover her eyes each time they’d meet
She’d let him see her naked, though she never saw his face
She trusted him completely
Though she never knew his real name
Amy and John were lovers…..
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3. |
Flying Solo
03:24
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Flying Solo/ Lily Fay
I see the raindrops falling on the floor
I hear the grass growing through the walls
I feel the wind blowing through the door
The earth is moving faster than it seems
All of a sudden everything is clear
I spread my arms and look high to the sky
I am flying solo now and can't be stopped
No more holding back, no second thoughts –
I'm flying solo
The walls are shaking and falling one by one
The floor is cracking underneath me
"Don't be afraid," I'm telling to myself
This is my chance to go and kiss the stars
This is my chance to claim my freedom
I spread my arms and look high to the sky
I am flying solo now and can't be stopped
No more holding back, no second thoughts –
I'm flying solo
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4. |
Mess Everything Up
02:52
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Mess Everything Up / Lily Fay
I have the urge to mess everything up again
My old companion, I’ve known you for much too long
You always show up when I’m feeling too good ‘bout myself
I have the urge to mess everything up again
Wanna do whatever I please
Even if in my heart I know it is wrong
Run away, far away, all the way from everyone that I know
I have the urge to mess everything up again
My mamma warned me to always beware of myself
Daddy nodded in agreement and kept me safe
But now I’m all grown up and taking my life in my hands
I can mess everything up again
I can mess everything up
I can mess everything up again
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5. |
Sign
03:52
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Sign / Lily Fay
Looking around for a sign
Empty streets fill me with sadness
Little lights vague in the white thick fog
Taking the last bus to town
Three strange men talking among themselves
Asking why they’re not the chosen ones?
How come on the whitest day
Of the year I feel so dark
I pray to God to show the way
Give me a sign
Looking around for a sign
Heavy rain, I have to find shelter
Wet clothes revealing the truth to all
I’m playing the game on both sides
Pushing and pulling, I’m tearing
Asking myself if there is a God
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6. |
She has a friend
04:02
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She Has a Friend
Lyrics: Michael Barns
She stands by the ocean her face to the sea
She’s trying so hard to be all she can be
Now some might condemn her for the path that she chose
But she is seeking a freedom that they’ll never know
Lord, help her discover what she’s searching for
And give her the courage to open the door
If she gets disenchanted by those who don’t care
Just let her remember she has a friend who’ll be there
She swims the great ocean the sun’s in her hair
She’s seeking for a lover so her life she can share
And if she should find him some dark lonely night
Let him hold and protect her with all of his might
Lord, help her...
She goes her way softly through many strange lands
Leaving no prints as she walks through the sand
Some day she’ll uncover the truth that she seeks
Perhaps at the sea shore or on a big ocean reef
Lord, help her...
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7. |
Railroad
03:15
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Railroad / Lily Fay
Taking the train to far-away land
Worn out shoes, an old backpack
That’s all I have
Some old memories, some new ideas
Mixed up feelings about my dreams
Running away from boring everyday routine
See that railroad go
Leftovers of a night almost forgotten
Good and bad mixed into one – at the same moment
Once I realized the wrongs I made
With regret I turned to make amends
Wish I’d embrace every bit of imperfection
See that railroad go
Then there’s that moment – once again
My eyes open – once again
To my fortune – once again
I saved myself
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8. |
A New Day
03:18
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A New Day / Lily Fay
A new day has come
The past is gone
A new day has come
Fresh start from now on
The clouds are gone
And the road is open
The sun is warm
And I don’t feel broken for once
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9. |
Love Song
03:10
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Love Song/ Lily Fay
I... I can't explain it,
I'm mesmerized by you
And I cannot help it
There's nothing I can do
And it makes me feel alone
When my heart beats
Next to you
How many love songs
Must I write before I'll find my own true love?
And how many miles
Should I travel just to find a little hope?
Sometimes I imagine
That you love me too
But every morning when I wake up – I know
I know it isn't true
And it makes me feel alone
Just sitting
Next to you
How many love songs
Must I write before I'll find my own true love?
And how many miles
Should I travel just to find a little hope through the darkest night?
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10. |
Coming Home
03:49
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Coming Home / Lily Fay
Listening to the wind
Whispering my secrets
Looking outside my window
Looking outside myself
This is not
What I pictured my life to be
This is just
A fading memory
Of dreams and desires
Of courage and youth
I’m left with no power to fight
For something new
Then I’m coming home to you
You love me like no other
I’m coming home to you
You give me that power
I’m coming home to you
Chasing dreams isn’t glamorous as it seems
Growing up keeps your mind from wandering
To those dreams and desires
Or that courage of youth
I’m left with no power to fight
For my own truth
Then I’m coming home to you
You love me like no other
I’m coming home to you
You give me that power
I’m coming home to you
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